I resumed painting after 4 months of break - with all the travels and hikes; then catching up with work etc.; and I realized that my life (may be everyone's life too, but anywhoo); is so much like these paintings. My paintings almost always never turn out as I picture them. So with time, I have learnt to just have a bare skeleton in my mind of what I want to paint while the style of painting, colour, medium of painting- everything just falls in place as I start painting; and it ends up as beautiful as it can be. My life has been no different. I don’t plan my future, almost always never goes as planned, so it's been over a decade that I stopped planning. I just have a bare roadmap of may be 2-3 weeks, and things fall in place eventually; and yeah, almost always life turns out to be very colourful and happening. Another co-relation, I generally do abstract painting; and when you see the final painting it looks like it’s very chaotic or that I have random strokes all over...
There is an inner self to everyone. You might speak, speak a lot; but yet there would be so many things unsaid, so many thoughts not shared, so many emotions hidden; well, here I am - where my silence speaks...