Have you ever felt the helplessness when you have to pay for someone else's mistake? That anger, that frustration - it's a feeling one can't put to words. A kind of suffocation.
When you are being punished and you go through the punishment, but you really don't know what your mistake was?
I don't mind making my mistakes, and burning my hands during the course of it. But what I cannot handle is to pay for some coward's mistake.
Well the irony of life is, you will have to do it. So you give it the name of fate - things that you cannot control falls into the boundary of that someone who oversees everyone.
At times I wonder, what's the meaning of all these events that have taken place in my life. Why what happened ever happen if it was to end up in a phase as it is today? You do your best to take right decisions; and because you are not smart enough to see through people's mask; your decisions fire back on you very harshly.
But truly friends, I still believe what happens; happens for a reason. Although we may not figure it out in the current situation; but when you look back and connect those dots; they all will make sense; someday!
So, really, the days might seem a little tougher than yesterday; but who knows; tomorrow might be a much better one; or well the worst. Science of probability rules this world and our lives too. After a while, the half-full half-empty glass logic, the god gives difficulties to people who he knows can handle it theory, the lemon-lemonade sayings; all just stops making sense or giving you that mental strength to get through the phase.
But truly, we don't have much choice do we. We are not the ones who are made to cry, complain or bicker; we ain't good at it. So, that leaves us with just one choice, to continue to be who we are; no matter how boring the process has got over the years fighting different phases of life; that's still the only thing you can do.
Hang in there, continue to put up a courageous smile at the face of those difficulties, laugh and live through the days, even if you are down at your elbows and knees, you don't give up. Well, that's what you are good at. You are a fighter so you can't be anyone else. You are not made to break. No matter how much you get beaten up, you don't crumble, you don't surrender. You make peace with what's happening, and move on. Even if it means paying off someone else's debt; well glad that we could help, isn't it.
Aah, nothing special, just another day of trying to reconcile year 2016; and life in general.
When you are being punished and you go through the punishment, but you really don't know what your mistake was?
I don't mind making my mistakes, and burning my hands during the course of it. But what I cannot handle is to pay for some coward's mistake.
Well the irony of life is, you will have to do it. So you give it the name of fate - things that you cannot control falls into the boundary of that someone who oversees everyone.
At times I wonder, what's the meaning of all these events that have taken place in my life. Why what happened ever happen if it was to end up in a phase as it is today? You do your best to take right decisions; and because you are not smart enough to see through people's mask; your decisions fire back on you very harshly.
But truly friends, I still believe what happens; happens for a reason. Although we may not figure it out in the current situation; but when you look back and connect those dots; they all will make sense; someday!
So, really, the days might seem a little tougher than yesterday; but who knows; tomorrow might be a much better one; or well the worst. Science of probability rules this world and our lives too. After a while, the half-full half-empty glass logic, the god gives difficulties to people who he knows can handle it theory, the lemon-lemonade sayings; all just stops making sense or giving you that mental strength to get through the phase.
But truly, we don't have much choice do we. We are not the ones who are made to cry, complain or bicker; we ain't good at it. So, that leaves us with just one choice, to continue to be who we are; no matter how boring the process has got over the years fighting different phases of life; that's still the only thing you can do.
Hang in there, continue to put up a courageous smile at the face of those difficulties, laugh and live through the days, even if you are down at your elbows and knees, you don't give up. Well, that's what you are good at. You are a fighter so you can't be anyone else. You are not made to break. No matter how much you get beaten up, you don't crumble, you don't surrender. You make peace with what's happening, and move on. Even if it means paying off someone else's debt; well glad that we could help, isn't it.
Aah, nothing special, just another day of trying to reconcile year 2016; and life in general.
-Sarita
Dated - 27th December 2016
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